I walk. I fall down. I get up.

Wednesday, November 10, 2010, 2:51 PM

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I'm finally free from N - level le! I'm so gonna scream out loud, but i'm so gonna enjoy my holiday and forget what school or teacher say. In the holiday mood soon! Like currently now. :D 11 days more to taiwan trip, can't wait for it to come! If i have a choice i'm not gonna go school if possible cause i want to work.

Don't know who the hell prevent me from signing in to msn. I'm so gonna slap the person.

♥永远没有所谓永恒♥

Monday, November 1, 2010, 2:50 PM

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People i'm back from taiwan on 9pm. I think some of my girlfriend did miss me! *so thick skin. I have buy lots of stuff for myself and my girlfriends too. Hope you guys like it. :) I'm so glad that my family has company me to walk so far to look for xiao zhu shop and definitely i brought a shirt from there. Going to love it, and a pink panter! :D I'm starting to miss the weather and food over there. Gosh! This is crazy. ^ ^

School is totally suck to the max. Every sec 4 student are not studying but enjoying their holiday, but what wrong with our school! Why are we still going back to school. This is totally stupid la. Grr. And some-more 2 weeks sia. :( Time please past quickly. Totally boring and tired to the max.

I love peixuan. I love felicia. I love Jonghyun. I love show. I love xiaotian.

♥Seeing you like this, it remind me the moment when i cried for him. The pathetic me from the past.♥

Thursday, September 2, 2010, 2:20 PM

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I did really enjoy yesterday with my loved one to Malaysia. I had buy lots of stuff for myself and my stomach! And after this trip, it make me feel like going to Taiwan even more. My sister was a joker with me, we laugh like crazies, bulling each other. So duper funny la! After tat, go home and put other things and went to fetch my mummy. Went to our dinner and home sweet home. :D Watch the channel 8 show because it was the last ep. But i hate the ending la, can it be better or give us a fairytale ending or a sad ending, at least is better la. Oh my god! Watch channel U then in my lalaland. :)

Today i realise i have only 4-5 days to N- LEVEL SOCIAL STUDIES, so fast. Can i memories so many essay at one time. I don't think so. How i wish i can get a A2 or B3 because my English will definitely pull me down no matter how.Grr, time is running out. All the best everyone! Hope you guys can get below 19 point and proceed to Sec 5 in 2011. :D

The moments of breaking down in the past... .... ....
I remembered the time when i was foolish, crying in the night where no one knows. Hurting myself with the sharp edges things. Feeling so stupid, why should i do this to myself where he doesn't bother at all. When he doesn't know how was i feeling inside. He doesn't know how much i loved him, care for him and trusted him the most. Everything was over, after 3 months of break down. I finally become better. However, I still haven't forget you, but at least i did not hurt myself anymore. After months has past i finally let go of you... ... Therefore, i want to say is that: Treat yourself better, give yourself time to let him go, let him vanish from your life as a lover. Do not hurt yourself. Love yourself. You will definitely be all right w/o him. All you need was just TIME. If i can let go, i bet you can! :D Trust me nothing is impossible! Time will fade everything. (:

And definitely i will also remember the good & happy memory when i was with you... ...

♥I was trying to tell myself i can do it.♥

Monday, August 30, 2010, 2:30 PM

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Recently, i just got my result and i was quite surprise that i got this result. I'm not trying to be a hypocrite over here but i was really surprise. Because i actually get a c6 for my prelim. I was worried that i couldn't go up to sec 5 next year. Then all the effort, dream, parent dream will be gone. Quite depressing instead, i think Peixuan is also worrying about her studies too. " You definitely can la! Must study more & use less computer! :D " All the best to everyone who going to do N level in one week time. I hope my social studies won't make disappointed. Hope we could see each other in sec 5 room! :(

I can't wait for October to come so i can go oversea with my loved one! It will be a nice and enjoyable trip, i guess. If nothing goes wrong, hope nothing! I really want to go. :D I will definitely miss Peixuan, and i also think she will miss me! Cause she love me too much. (:

And i hope SHOW will come around November! Can't wait to see him, my belove hubby. Ily. :D

♥It has been so long without you being here.♥

Wednesday, August 11, 2010, 2:27 PM

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It was the first time that i enjoy my holiday from January till now. I'm kinda missing it even though is only yesterday and the day before! :D

I finally finish my DNT, and I'm so happy that i can relax and don't think about it anymore. But yesterday something funny happen, my uncle has give my dad a television but with no model on it. So i guess, this television won't last long... We went to buy the remote control and bind my DNT journal. After that, we went home way, My dad and i was fixing the television. We thought it was okay, so we went watching about 45 minutes. Suddenly there is a sound pro-pro-pro, next a little fire and here come the smoke! Gosh, what a nice scenario. In the end, my dad and i have to carry the "good television" outside, and i regret that i shouldn't bathe just now because I'm sweating! :( Hence, we replaced it with our old Mitsubishi televising. :)

I hope I'm irreplaceable in your heart. The one that no one can be replaced no matter how. :(

♥It's not the heart that makes you hurt, it's the mind. We think too much. ♥

Friday, July 30, 2010, 12:07 PM

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School > Home.
Quite dissapointed with my N level chinese result. But no choice crying over spilt milk. Hope i do better for O level chinese.

Most importantly today is SHOW's birthday! * Liying is :D :D, Drew is :) :)
Hope everything goes well for him, and hope he could come to singapore during November or December. Can't wait to go his concert. :D And definitely, i will enjoy like last time i did. Also can't wait to buy all the merichase before his concert. Grr. I will buy one shirt from his shop wen i save enough cash. And liying will definitely buy it straight away! :D